Who Am I?

Who in the world am I? Do you know? Most of the time I spend at work or at home, I ask my self that question and I have no idea the answer. What do I like/dislike? So here is my list of likes/dislikes.

LIKES
* Movies
* (500) Days of Summer
* Moulin Rouge
* Alice in Wonderland (Tim Burton)
* Harry Potter movies
* TV Shows
* LOST
* 24
* Chuck
* Damages
* Parenthood
* The Middle
* Theatre
* Music
* Celine Dion
* Aerosmith
* Barenaked Ladies
* Black Eyed Peas
* Working with my drama kids
* Traveling

DISLIKES
* WORK
* People who don't use correct grammar / spelling
* Chunky tomato sauce on either pizza or pasta
* People who drive stupidly
* The sound of people chewing their food or gulping their drink
* People in general
* Not being paid attention to

So that last dislike...not being paid attention to - sometimes I want to just scream to everyone to PAY ATTENTION TO ME! Which is a weird thought because people do pay attention to me (mostly) but it's this general feeling of being in the background during most situations and nobody really noticing that I'm there or even exist. And if I left, they wouldn't notice. I know that can be mostly my fault as I am very quiet and barely say anything. It's hard for me. I don't know why. Words in spoken form do not come easy to me. I wish I could be more verbal and outspoken but I just feel that I don't have anything of real substance to contribute. Who really wants to hear my thoughts and opinions? Or for that matter, are my thoughts and opinions really mine, or are they me using others thoughts and opinions as my own for I can't seem to really think about what I think of the subject?

Life is one big rollercoaster that I don't want to go on. I'm too scared and frightened. Not exactly OF the rollercoaster, but of the unknown, in every situation.

What I would really love to do is spend a year traveling Europe to find myself. I know that sounds awfully cliche but it's true. As BNL says 'if I had a million dollars'... So I guess I will just continue on this path and see where it takes me. Hopefully it will lead somewhere fun and exciting instead of this dull and mundane life I'm leading now.

SEATTLE in one week. Need this so much.
Ta ta for now.
Lindsay

If she dies...I'll kill him

Dear Mr. Shephard,
You don't know who I am. But I know who you are. And I know what you done. You came back to the island...and then you threw a hydrogen bomb into the swan site. But it didn't work and made the swan site magnetic force pull all metal objects into it, including a chain that wrapped itself around Juliet, pulling her down with it. Sawyer couldn't hold on to her and Kate didn't try hard enough to get the chain off of her. And then Juliet fell into the hole. She didn't die though. Not yet. In pain, bleeding and hurt she banged on that bomb with a rock to finish what you started.

The bomb went off. But your plan didn't work, Sawyer found Juliet just in time to hold her and kiss her and say goodbye to her before she died. She died because you wanted to erase the bad memories you had about Kate. You wanted to erase you two ever meeting so that you would never break up. Well guess what Mr. Shephard, you could have just asked her to start over again. She would have said yes. But instead you ruined Sawyer's life.

I know your name and I know where you are. But I don't know how to get there. but if Sawyer keeps his promise and kills you...I will be happy.

The best show on TV (ever) started up again last night (feb 2, 2010) and I couldn't have been any more excited for it. The show you ask? It's "LOST" and it was everything I hoped it would be...and MORE! I had decided a while ago to rewatch the previous 5 seasons to gear up for the final season of the show and in perfect timing I finished right before the season 6 premiere!

WOW is all I can say. SO many new questions and so much jaw dropping events happening in that episode. I won't share for those readers what happened for fear of spoiling you. And we all know we have so many loyal readers. I do know I spoiled a little bit of what happened but that is ok. You will still be shocked, floored, amazed and awed when you watch. So happy this show is back on and don't know what I will do without it after it's end.

Lindsay's BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

RHODE ISLAND WILL NEVER BE THE SAME!

DON'T LOOK BACK

Annie Wersching...my new favorite person

The season 8 promo shot of Annie Wersching who plays Agent Renee Walker on 24 (or just Renee Walker now as she's no longer an FBI agent.) We are introduced to Renee in season 7 as an FBI agent who pretty much goes by the book until she meets Jack Bauer, who takes her under his wing as they try to save the world. At first hesitant at going against protocol (because we all know Jack is not the kind of guy who does things the way the powers that be want him to do things)and by the end of the season she was a pro.

Renee & Jack strike up a friendship but their relationship SHOULD have gone further but didn't. :( I was rooting for them to kiss but alas my wishes were not granted. Annie & Kiefer (Sutherland) have such amazing chemistry with each other that the moments that their characters (Renee & Jack) have together are just so believable and emotional and as Brennan in the show Bones would say - 'heartcrushing'. Especially in their first encounter in episode 4 of the 4 hour season premiere of this season.

We learn that Renee had a breakdown after last season and has been let go (or she left) the FBI and has gone through some emotional stuff. And by the end of the 4 hour season premiere of season 8 we learn that Renee has become one badass woman! And I am LOVING the new 'dark Renee'. Oh man. Annie Wersching is phenomenal and brings her character so much depth and believablity.

She has become one of the people I absolutely NEED to meet! What.A.Woman!

Lindsay Is Death

Lindsay has the sniffles! She even took the day off work. Send her your get well wishes here!

Ireland. Oh yeah!

So it's a definite...no more hoping and dreaming, it's happening. September 17-25th! Ireland. I am SO excited. Mark and I are going and we're going to have fun. This will be the first time I'm in a different country without family members. I'm most afraid of driving on the opposite side of the road, scary!

Originally we were going to go for 10 days but Mark couldn't take a lot of time out of work. I'm most excited about going to the Cliffs of Moher...they are GORGEOUS. I've heard so many things about how amazing they are and have seen pictures that will take your breath away. Hopefully we don't fall off.

Oh man. I wish it was time to go there!

Ireland

It's happening.
Sept 17-25

Mark and Lindsay in Ireland.

We've never been. And Lindsay's been everywhere (ask her about her time in that Brothel in Harlem).

Where is Lindsay? She's obsessed with Tumblr. And she just doesn't care about her readers. We have readers, right?

If Julie Powell can have readers. Why can't we? What would you like us to write about?