What is the point of life? I ask myself that all the time, especially nowadays when ex-president bush 'broke the world'! They say money doesn't make you happy, but it sure does help! You need money to do the things that make you happy, so ultimately money is the source of happiness. Am I right ladies? Somehow I have no money left over after bills and am living month to month. I can't afford to buy food nevermind the things that make me happy or go on any trips, long or otherwise. This economy sucks like a blowhole. George W. always wanted to leave a mark on the world and have a legacy as president, so I hope he's happy that his legacy is going down in history as the worst president ever who caused all of this strife.
So I sit here at work and wonder if the future is going to be any brighter than the present, because if it stays like this I think I will cry. It's really the monotony of every-day life that brings me down. How is this life worth it if all I can afford to do is go to work and go home and watch TV. I honestly don't see the point!
And I don't know why but the death of Natasha Richardson really affected me. I mean, it is a very sad thing, but for some reason it really got to me. I loved her as an actress and am also a fan of her mother Vanessa Redgrave and her sister Joely Richardson. I feel terrible for Liam Neeson (and her mom/sister) and also for her two young sons. How horrible is it for them to lose their mother at a young age in a freak accident! I am truly heartbroken for them.
I thought to myself, that everybody has their time, but why did she have to die when she has everything going for her, an amazing career, a husband who loves her very much and two young sons who need her and here I am, alone, childless and living a mundane life. I don't know. I'm not saying that I want to die...I'm just...I don't know. Yesterday I had a horrible day and today is better but it still really upsets me. OH LIFE!
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life sucks! bush ruined everything. did you catch obama on leno last night? the financial stuff, which i don't understand at all, ruined the economy and obama is trying to change laws to prevent that from ever happening again. and he's gonna do a lot more. it's sad how quickly bush ruined the world and how long it will take to be fixed. in the meantime we all just have to be careful with spending. i've turned to the whole tv watching thing. vacations will have to wait. don't know when i'll be out of a job and get another one. you are not alone!
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