Life

Ugh, life is not like a box of chocolates! It is like a box of chocolates that have all melted into a gooey chocolately mess! I am so bored and complacent with life, and sometimes I like the monotony of it all, the every day grind (well not the work part of it, but the at home part). Where I sit home and relax and watch TV, which is an escape from my real life. Watching the shows I love takes me to that place and I imagine what it would be like to be 'lost' on an island, have a 'flashforward' of what my future is like on april 29, 2010, go on a manhunt for someone with a 'criminal mind', speak to ghosts and help them 'whisper' their way over the 'medium' white light.

I am aggravated at the crappiness I feel on a mostly every day occurance, and even in my dreams I make a fool out of myself in certain circumstances, like seriously? In my own dreams?!

I was supposed to go to lunch with a co-worker Frank today. We were going to go to China Buffet, which I love and haven't been to in many years. Now he tells me that he might not be able to go because one of our vendors is coming in to discuss molds for a display. We made this plan on Friday. I am pissed. 1. why can't people come AFTER LUNCH! WHy must they come during lunch. 2. WHy can't Frank just tell him he's busy at lunch and to come later? People do this to me all the time, they make plans and then something else comes up. Just plain aggravating.