If she dies...I'll kill him

Dear Mr. Shephard,
You don't know who I am. But I know who you are. And I know what you done. You came back to the island...and then you threw a hydrogen bomb into the swan site. But it didn't work and made the swan site magnetic force pull all metal objects into it, including a chain that wrapped itself around Juliet, pulling her down with it. Sawyer couldn't hold on to her and Kate didn't try hard enough to get the chain off of her. And then Juliet fell into the hole. She didn't die though. Not yet. In pain, bleeding and hurt she banged on that bomb with a rock to finish what you started.

The bomb went off. But your plan didn't work, Sawyer found Juliet just in time to hold her and kiss her and say goodbye to her before she died. She died because you wanted to erase the bad memories you had about Kate. You wanted to erase you two ever meeting so that you would never break up. Well guess what Mr. Shephard, you could have just asked her to start over again. She would have said yes. But instead you ruined Sawyer's life.

I know your name and I know where you are. But I don't know how to get there. but if Sawyer keeps his promise and kills you...I will be happy.

The best show on TV (ever) started up again last night (feb 2, 2010) and I couldn't have been any more excited for it. The show you ask? It's "LOST" and it was everything I hoped it would be...and MORE! I had decided a while ago to rewatch the previous 5 seasons to gear up for the final season of the show and in perfect timing I finished right before the season 6 premiere!

WOW is all I can say. SO many new questions and so much jaw dropping events happening in that episode. I won't share for those readers what happened for fear of spoiling you. And we all know we have so many loyal readers. I do know I spoiled a little bit of what happened but that is ok. You will still be shocked, floored, amazed and awed when you watch. So happy this show is back on and don't know what I will do without it after it's end.

Lindsay's BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

RHODE ISLAND WILL NEVER BE THE SAME!

DON'T LOOK BACK

Annie Wersching...my new favorite person

The season 8 promo shot of Annie Wersching who plays Agent Renee Walker on 24 (or just Renee Walker now as she's no longer an FBI agent.) We are introduced to Renee in season 7 as an FBI agent who pretty much goes by the book until she meets Jack Bauer, who takes her under his wing as they try to save the world. At first hesitant at going against protocol (because we all know Jack is not the kind of guy who does things the way the powers that be want him to do things)and by the end of the season she was a pro.

Renee & Jack strike up a friendship but their relationship SHOULD have gone further but didn't. :( I was rooting for them to kiss but alas my wishes were not granted. Annie & Kiefer (Sutherland) have such amazing chemistry with each other that the moments that their characters (Renee & Jack) have together are just so believable and emotional and as Brennan in the show Bones would say - 'heartcrushing'. Especially in their first encounter in episode 4 of the 4 hour season premiere of this season.

We learn that Renee had a breakdown after last season and has been let go (or she left) the FBI and has gone through some emotional stuff. And by the end of the 4 hour season premiere of season 8 we learn that Renee has become one badass woman! And I am LOVING the new 'dark Renee'. Oh man. Annie Wersching is phenomenal and brings her character so much depth and believablity.

She has become one of the people I absolutely NEED to meet! What.A.Woman!

Lindsay Is Death

Lindsay has the sniffles! She even took the day off work. Send her your get well wishes here!

Ireland. Oh yeah!

So it's a definite...no more hoping and dreaming, it's happening. September 17-25th! Ireland. I am SO excited. Mark and I are going and we're going to have fun. This will be the first time I'm in a different country without family members. I'm most afraid of driving on the opposite side of the road, scary!

Originally we were going to go for 10 days but Mark couldn't take a lot of time out of work. I'm most excited about going to the Cliffs of Moher...they are GORGEOUS. I've heard so many things about how amazing they are and have seen pictures that will take your breath away. Hopefully we don't fall off.

Oh man. I wish it was time to go there!

Ireland

It's happening.
Sept 17-25

Mark and Lindsay in Ireland.

We've never been. And Lindsay's been everywhere (ask her about her time in that Brothel in Harlem).

Where is Lindsay? She's obsessed with Tumblr. And she just doesn't care about her readers. We have readers, right?

If Julie Powell can have readers. Why can't we? What would you like us to write about?

i don't know.

So, like in Mark's post below...I am also a loner. I don't like people much, they can be rather annoying. So I live a solitary life, mainly seeking refuge in TV shows and Movies. Everything is always better in the movies! The romance, the friendships, the jobs.

Sometimes I feel like I want to be in a relationship and get married and have kids. It seems like the normal thing. But I really think about it and I am selfish in I like to do what I want to do when I want to do it. Being in a relationship requires some if not a lot of bending towards what the other wants to do.

And what if I change? If I change myself into being that person everyone wants me to be, and who I would like to be what will happen to my current life? Will I lose the friends I have?

I just have no idea what I want to be or who exactly I am. It saddens me but I don't know how to find out who I am. I have been told numerous times by my brother as we grew up that I was a loser. You know if someone tells you something over and over again, you begin to believe it.

AH LIFE!